Endings. . .

After a quarter century of training, the day is finally here. . . I am finished with residency. I have so much to say and so many emotions that I cannot even express them all, especially because I need to go pick up my son and start my three week summer of being a "fun mommy." We actually had graduation a few weeks back, but since I had 3 weeks to make up from maternity leave, I didn't want to post anything- it just didn't feel right yet. It has been a long haul, very long haul. So many people on the outside think it seems to have gone fast (especially the last 3-7 years), but those close to me would disagree. It has been quite a journey. It is even interesting to see how life has changed while I have finished the medical part of my training. 7 years ago, I was almost ready to start medical school after working hard for 4 years on a degree and record that would get me into a good medical school. Brandon and I were newly married (and he had just started a new, first job). We lived in an apartment in Iowa City, IA, where we knew no one. Since that time we have made countless friends, been in 2 other houses (even remodeled ie: gutted the first one), have had and given away a dog, had an amazing son, traveled many miles for away rotations/to visit family, lost way too many hours of sleep, could fill a swimming pool with the number of tears shed, and have been changed by God and his hand in all of it. The finality is amazing- I have finally realized my dream of being Dr. Mom. I really am speechless, but I will leave you with a few thank yous (some stolen from my graduation speech).

To our friends, in Iowa, Denver, Omaha, and around the world, thank you for supporting me and loving me throughout this painful journey.

To my class- you are all amazing, thank you for being in the trenches with me, covering my back, for growing, laughing, crying, complaining, and being with me through it all.

To Matt and Maria- thanks for the countless meals, lodging, supportive ear for me and my family. Thanks for the free child care, countless gifts, and for loving me and my family as part of your own

To Scott and Vicki, thanks for the millions of prayers lifted on my behalf

To Miranda, my sister, thanks for the constant encouragement, advice, and love, you mean the world to me

To BJ my son, thanks for teaching me what is important in life, you are such an amazing demonstration of God's love for us.

To my parents, especially my mom, my best friend, for the never-ending support. You both inspire me to always do my best, never doubting I could do it (at least not out loud), for lending a listening ear. You two are incredible.

To my husband, Brandon, who by this time could probably pass the boards himself after supporting me through college, medical school, and residency. I could not have done any of it without you. You are my life, my love. Thank you for your sacrifices for my dream, and for loving me even on my ugly post-call days. You have blessed my life, more than you’ll ever know.